Always with a pure intent -
I emerge
through mud,
not with mud.

Friday, 21 October 2016

In quest


Commonly the lotus symbolizes purity, of what comes before, of what is original.  Original is emptiness, whiteness until it is sullied by emotions and prejudices acquired over the lifetime.

In quest of the lotus will be a constant reminder of the need to stay above the muck of prejudice, anger, greed, delusion, judgment, envy, arrogance.

It all started with a realization as I came into unwitting possession of a lotus bracelet immediately upon descent from Taktshang /Tiger’s Nest.  I felt like this lotus symbol was thrust upon me as a reminder of how I have arisen and can arise from the muck of arrogance and delusion. 

I wish to pursue this lotus symbol, as an extension of the spiritual moments I gained during the hike to Taktshang.

The hike was walking meditation, as I have to concentrate on deep breathing and body movements to enable ease of hiking because of the steep ascent and high altitude.
It was a spiritual journey, as it elevates the spirituality, which is a consciousness, of the mind, body and spirit.  I felt I was fighting demons of comparison, superiority or smugness, as I was a little fitter than others.
At the start of the ascent I was awashed with a consciousness when I was given a pony named Nogyen (which sounds like no coveting in my dialect) to ride for the first part of the hike, as if borne on a beast that is a reminder of the burden of desire and coveting.  Then when I returned to the foothills, I unwittingly sought out a bracelet with lotus symbol, and the significance hit again.  I felt as if I have been able to emerge like a lotus flower, symbol of the purity of soul and mind.  I had tried to practice wu-sense and consciousness, shedding negativities as I made the ascent and descent, and finally ended the hike with a heightened sense and consciousness of pure intent.